Tuesday, February 5, 2013
March is Coming....Again.....
That's right. It is. March is right around the corner. With that comes spring (hopefully!), new life, hope. But for me March is not a happy time. It should have been. That was when our sweet baby was due. March 3 will be forever blazed in my memory. I should have been planning a nursery, filling it with trucks and tractors and lots and lots of guitars. Placing the rocking chair just so....washing little blue clothes. Cuddling with my sweet Elliott as he slept in my arms. Instead....last March was when my life started taking a downward spiral. I began sinking right around my due date and really didn't surface until this October. I needed help from my Doctor and my family and certainly from my Jesus. That being said. I'd like to think I'm well now. And, really I am. But, in the back of my mind....I know that March is coming....and I'll need extra support then. I've already told Aaron that. It is important to let others know how to support you when you go through the valleys. It's important to have friends around you who understand and sometimes, just listen...maybe even cry with you. Losing a child is something I wish never happened to anyone ever again. It's horrible. But, I know that our Jesus carried us through this time.
Last week, my cousin Lisa sent me this video. It really speaks my heart. Unfortunately, her cousin Duane and his wife, Abbie are featured in this video. They now have two sweet little girls Paige & Quinn who was just born this December. You may want your kleenex handy. Don't say I didn't warn you. If you have walked through this or know someone close to you that has.....just know Jesus knows. He cares for you. He is holding your sweet little person close.